I think about painting a lot. I also think about mosaicing and gardening.
What usually happens is that I prioritise something else over these activities. I clean the house, do the washing, clear my emails or go grocery shopping.
Sure, those things are important. They maintain and, yes, that brings a certain sort of peace.
Mundane things are safe. Creative things are harder, riskier, more likely to bring joy.
Am I afraid of that joy? I don’t know. All I know is that I’ve been resisting these activities by prioritising boring stuff.
I can’t explain it. I don’t understand it. Does this happen to you too?